I was feeling bad the other night because I've noticed that I don't really have much to say to other people anymore. (Outside of the office at least. Yes, I know that I still talk a lot in the QA room.) I was at a party with Ryan's cousins who I love, but I didn't really have anything to say, unless I talked about yoga (yes, I know I'm obsessed with it). What happened to the vivacious me who always had a lot to say at pretty much any given time?
I was wondering what was causing all this and realized that I feel quite empty inside. I like I have no passion for life, like just coasting along on automatic pilot. Life feels like one big habit at the moment. All I do is get up, go to work, stay at work for the entire day, go home and watch TV for a couple of hours then go to sleep. The next day, I do it all again. The next week is the same.
And on and on and on and on it goes...
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... but that's why you're trying to wake, right? That's why there's yoga?
Or do you mean that you wish life weren't so disjointed - with yoga on one side and everything else on the other?
Yes, that's why I'm trying to wake :), but I think that part of getting better in this sense means having to be more aware of what's missing. An effect of yoga is getting to know yourself more, seeing yourself as you really are, and I'm seeing just how affected I am by this emptiness.
Hope you find that missing something.
Thanks, Numi. :)
Maybe you just need to get out more often, not necessarily to parties or clubs, but maybe to places you enjoy. Like to tea houses with a good book, or a bookstore, or to see a movie with good friends. Maybe you are just stuck in a rut or routine that needs jazzing up.
"tea houses with a good book, or a bookstore"
Sounds heavenly! Good idea. Thanks. :)
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